Monday, May 21, 2007
10:48 PM
nope i cant sleep.
we didnt make it to presentation night.
Its funny how a dream can crumble in a matter of seconds, how a flurry of thoughts and questions suddenly causes my heart to sink, my mind to plunge. But you know, I feel thankful for our experience, our achievement. When I saw the other band members today, everyone looked fine/not too affected by this news and momentously, I forgot about it because they remind me how we've achieved our initial objective, which was to bring out the best in ourselves and in Rhapsody.
I always told myself, "we can play with the j2s again, there's always presentation night." I just wanted one last chance to play with my seniors again, that's all. It doesn't always revolve around the "Title" of Top 5 because a performance on that stage does not mean everything. SAJC Band does not have to make it presentation night to prove our worth, to quote Ms Ho. No i'm not feeling bitter about it. Of course truth is always accompanied by disappointment.. I just need time to come into terms with reality. On a positive note, I do feel a wholesome sense of closure to this journey.
Thank you SAJC Band, now its time for St. Pat's boys to shine! Do us that honour. :)Labels: Mission Accomplished.
